Seeing the RE soon..

I am now officially on my health insurance!!! The problem is, Im scared. Afraid that what I need wont be covered by the health insurance, and I will have this enormous bill...I checked into the cost of Clomiphene, and according to my insurance its covered at a $7 copay. My prometrium I have a RX for is covered at a $15 dollar copay. Cheaper than the regular price of like $20-25.

I guess the best thing to do is to go for it. That is how I get things done, as scary as it is.
With my new posistion at work, Assist. Manager, it shouldnt be as hard to get by with this added finance.

Im exxcited!! Very excited!! Im truly hoping that I can get a sample of Viagra for Chris. I want him to be up and going if the time approaches!!

Im depressed lately. Depressed that that other woman is pregant, though I should be happy for her! Its hard..she has what I only dream about..a baby growing inside of her...but not without her own share of hardship....so, I guess it can work...if you apply yourself.

I feel out of control with my infertility....